Life takes a funny turn sometimes

  In school, my weakest subjects (besides PE) was, which may be surprising to those of you who didn’t know me as a kid, language. In other words Swedish, English and Spanish. I could get a good grade but never reach that top one. The reason? My writing. To be honest, my spelling sucked. But even if this was the case, I later in university ironically enough, decided to major in Japanese. Ever since I was a teenager I had a passion for Japan. My Japanese studies brought me to Japan, much to my moms dislike I might add, here my English were considered really good for the first time in my life. For the first time, I got compliments on my English and this just made my day. You might wonder why I decided to share this now? I will tell you the reason. Today I signed a contract for a new part-time job as an English writer for a website related to Haneda-airport here in Japan. Me, working with something related to English writing? This is something I never thought I could do. Neither did most of my junior high school teacher, I’m sure.  It made me think how life can take a funny turn sometimes. How knew my love for Japan would end up giving a part-time job as a writer for an official webpage. This may seem small for people gifted in the writing department, but for me who was anything but. This really is a big thing.

I know that this blog has been dead for a while, I’m sorry for that! I hope more thing like this will happen so I write here more often. Or just feel like I have the energy to get into blogging again.
We are already in spring, soon summer and I’m now a second-year student at my school, a sempai as its called in Japanese. It sure keeps me busy with studies, my internship, part-time jobs and job hunting. The last part is the most stressful.

I hope you guys are having a great time and enjoying your everyday life’s wherever that may be!
Until next time

PS: I’m so so so happy to congratulate my friend A on the birth of her wonderful daughter. Can’t believe we are at the age to be mothers. I’m sure you will be a great one A! Love you.

~Living the dream~

Trouble before Christmas

Recently I find myself not having any luck at all with my flights back to Sweden.

This spring I had a delay so I had to wait at the airport for 6-7 extra hours. You think, Can get worse than this right? Well it can and it did this time.

My flight to Beijing was only about 15 min late but even so it together with a very strict and complicated system at the airport made me miss my connecting flight to Amsterdam that was suppose to depart at 00:30. My new flight was 11:50 in the morning... So 11 hour wait in the middle of the night, no WiFi to get in contact with my parents, almost no money and can’t speak the language of the personal + a missing checked in luggage... I was defiantly at my stress limit. Not to say that I with this new flight would arrive 22:20 in the evening of the 23rd in Gothenburg and the original plan was 9:30 in the morning.. sucked big time.  

Around 2:30-3:00 after spending hours trying to get my baggage back with no luck, I manage to get to a hotel. Feared for my life a little when I was chased into a car by the airport personal and they just drove of with me saying “ Hotel, near, sleep”.. yes terrifying. But I did end up at a nice hotel that I had to pay a big sum just to get a room to sleep in for 3-4 hours. Thatnk’s to the hotel wi-if I manage to send a e-mail to my mom. She called me back so I could inform her of all thing that had gone wrong. Apparently they can call me but the apps don’t work in the “out” direction even with WiFi. No FB or anything. That’s China for you. Felt very very secluded and “shut in” to me.    

Can’t wait to leave Beijing. Defiantly had enough of this!

I hope this is the only negative post I will make in a while and even if the start was hard the rest of my almost two  weeks in Sweden will be as amaznign as I hoped it to be! 

Many hugs!

～Living the dream～ (maybe not everyday)

Christmas times

Long time no see!

So, already the Christmas season again! Or to be more exact, Christmas is just around the corner! This year I’m spending Christmas and New Years at home in Sweden! It’s going to be great! Eating moms homemade food, spending time with family and friends it just the best! I Love christmas not only because it’s a beautiful holiday but aslo becasue it gives you to time off to spend with your loved ones. What can beat that!

I’m leaving for Sweden on Friday the 22nd and going back to Japan on the 3rd. Today I finally got the last presents so that’s done! I have to start packing tonight since I will be crazy busy this last week in Japan. Work, school, meeting friends and boyfriend. Just lots to do!

About work, I quit Forever21 in October and just one week ago I got a new part time job att HM. I’m still in the middel of training so much to remember but also fun and feels like a great place to work at! This Wednesday I will have the ”cashier training ” the only thing I didn’t get to do at forever21 so that is the part that’s making me the most nervous. Not only to learn how to use the registers and all the things I have to do (and in the right order) but I also have to use very polite Japanese that I usually don’t use... I’m bound to make mistakes but that’s okay. I will try my best to not get too stressed out...

Last week in school and its going good. Passed my first accounting test so now I have a level 3 certificate of accounting! Better than nothing. I also took the japanese N1 (hardest) test but it was pretty hard so don’t think I passed that one. But just to try again in June next year! I also just have about 3 more month before I become a second year student. Can’t believe how fast times goes by. I also have to start job hunting in February. That’s very soon.  Will start with the preparations as soon as I get back to Japan!

That’s all for the updates this time, now I need to study a bit before getting my Christmas nails done!
Hope your having a great December!

Hugs!
またね！
〜Living the dream〜

Hard times

Hi!

I can't  belive it's already August. What happend to 2017? Is just goes by so fast. 2017 for me stared good but from April to June it was a hard time for me. It's better now but not all good.

I see myself as being quit lucky in life, not really had any extreme sad or painful times, just the normal kind of hard thing most people go though. Nothing special. But this April to June definitely was one of the hardes periods of my life so far. 




Moving to Yokohama I saw as a new chance and thought it could only get better. Why wouldn't it, right? New school, new place, new city. Well I'm not saying it's all bad but it definitely not all good either. My school is a good school with good teachers and I enjoy the subjects we study and my classmates are nice. But I for the first time in my life, I can't seem to find a "group" in the class where I feel like I belong. It's harder than I thought and definitely lonely. My new place is also very nice and in a pretty good location but now I share an apartment with only one other guy and we don't see each other that much so I pretty much feel like I live alone. Then to add to it all, pretty much all of my best girlfriends have left Japan now. So how was the new start? In one word, lonely. I never really felt lonely like this before in my life so it is hard. But I'm getting thought it and do see it as a challenge I just have to take on. 




Then the most hard thing of all happend. My grandfather passed away. Fairly sudden as well. His health had not been good for many years but at the end of Mars they discovered he had lung cancer and that it had gone too far to do anything. The doctors said he had about half a year to a year. Hearing this from my mom, I decided that I wanted to come home now during summer to see him at least once and talk. But just two weeks after that first phone call the second came and yes, my grandfather had died in his sleep. My grandparents on my moms side is the only relatives exempt my close family that I did meet regularly ever since I was born. Me and my brother always did spend most of the summer at theirs house in the countryside and it was one of my best summer memories as a child. It really really hurt that I was so far away and didn't get to see him one last time and say thanks for all the things he taught me and the great memories of my childhood. He was the one that taught me and my brother how to swim, to dive and to ride a bike. It was amazing. So being in Japan at that moment did suck. It was the worst emotional pain I've felt. 




He passed away just two days before my birthday was well, so it was not the happiest of birthdays. In the end of April I went back to Sweden for the funeral. It was a short and an emotional trip. I'm happy I got to see and be with my family even if it was only for a very short time. 




Then it was back to Japan and the loniness was more real than every. But I do have very good friends here, and my boyfriends is also here. So with their support it is definitely getting better and better. Now I feel like I have processed most of the loss of my grandfather but it's not over. I guess it never is completely. But it is okay, I'm okay!

Hope you guys also get trough what ever hard time you may encounter. I know we can do it.

Many hugs!


〜Living the dream〜