This will probably be a short and random post.
First I just wanted to ramble a little bit about having the strangest feeling of "homesickness" to return to Japan. Isn't that crazy? I lived there for one year and now I feel homesickness to go back?? I think it sounds weird. It varies from day to day and yesterday was kind of a "bad" one. I just can't stop thinking about how my life was there and all the things and people that I miss. Here it feels like i'm doing things that I'm suppose to do and I do it because of that. I want to get my bachelor degree so I have to study, I have to have money so I work. I have fun with my friend because I want to of course and I'm not saying that I don't love being here with them and my family, that is the best thing here in Sweden. But it's just that I feel like I'm "stuck" in a place where I don't get challenges. I want to move on to the "next step" even though I'm not really sure that that step is... I know.. it sounds weird doesn't it? Anyhow, nothing to do but to try to stay positiv and find challeges in the beautiful every day life I have here to!
Secondaly I just wanted to say that I recently have begun to think if it really is a good thing to be so into series as I am.. I really love just to relax and watch series as soon as I get home. Actually when home I just watch series like.. 80% of the time... doesn't sound to good righ? Lately I'm afraid that I'm just watching "other peoples lives" and not really living my own.. but yeah I'm probably just reading a bit to much into it all, nothing wrong with spending you free time doing things you like....right?
That was my thought and troubles for today!
Hugs!
〜Living the dream〜
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